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flowers & animals

by Bailey Williams

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1.
all i hear 03:54
All I hear is my own breath, and its shaking Rhythm rumbling in my chest My heart’s racing. I never meant to hurt you, Its time that I paid attention to me. I never meant to hurt you, just never felt I was worth anything. And who are you to say anyway? Who are you to say anyway? All I see is tomorrow, and its so nice. What is coming, I don’t know. And that’s alright. I never meant to hurt you, Its time that I paid attention to me. I never meant to hurt you, just never felt I was worth anything. And who are you to say anyway? Who are you to say anyway?
2.
Twist the knife the right way, and I’ll do anything you want. ‘cause I can’t stand making anything mad. Make me feel bad enough, and I’ll do anything you want, ‘cause I can’t stand seeing anyone sad. I’ve broken myself down to nothing I don’t know what my own favorite color is. (2x) You put this weight on my back, to fix everyone on my path. I can’t understand, why you built me like that. Such a sad, serious kid. I know that’s not what you intended. I’ve been told I’m an old soul, its ‘cause I had to learn fast. I’ve broken myself down to nothing I don’t know what my own favorite color is. (2x) Every part of me, everything I do I did that way to please you. What’s at the heart of me, of everything I do? Who would I be without you? Every part of me, everything I do I did that way to please you. What’s at the heart of me, of everything I do? Who would I be without you?
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turn it off 02:36
I shut my eyes I still see the dark parts of my life Playing on a TV screen I’m so sick of watching these same few scenes. Turn it off, turn it back on That oughta fix it, right? Turn it off, turn it back on That oughta put back whatever wire came undone. I shut my mouth You don’t seem to hear what comes out So I’ll put it all in a verse And before you know it, you’ll know every word. Turn it off, turn it back on That oughta fix it, right? Turn it off, turn it back on That oughta put back whatever wire came undone. (Turn it off, turn it off, turn it off) Turn it off, turn it back on That oughta fix it, right? Turn it off, turn it back on That oughta put back whatever wire came undone.
4.
I've always dreamt of A certain kind of love The kind that doesn't exist There's no white horses in the real world I'm in the tower, but no one's coming for this girl I always played Barbies by myself Already had everything scripted out And it always ended in heartache Instead of Cinderella I watched Dracula 'Cause all I knew of love was that it sucked your blood And it always ended in pain But I'll build my own ladder down My feet on the grass My head in the sky now The voice in my head, I let her down It's time that I tried to go her way now I gave my own artwork letter grades To numb myself from criticism when I was 8 But it failed, I am still quick to cry The pressure to be perfect is upon my head Did I put it there, or does everybody expect That I'll gladly die just to make them smile Or am I playing on the wrong team Is there something that I don't see Did I join because this was the jersey That was issued to me Everyone keeps asking if If I'm finally going to switch As if there's something that they know That they see in me That I never knew to show Is something hiding that I didn't know was hidden Is there a song I need to sing but haven't written Maybe I've been trying so hard 'Cause I'm chasing all the wrong hearts I'll build my own ladder down No I don't know how Just let me figure it out Please give me my space I've asked you kindly Just trying to find A jersey that fits me
5.
All that I wanted was a garden and some loneliness I finally got what I want. (2x) Doo doo doo doo doo (a bunch) All that I wanted were some flowers and some animals I finally got what I want. (2x) And maybe I will paint a picture sometimes, Maybe I will paint a picture, yeah. Maybe I will paint a picture sometimes Maybe I will paint a picture. All that I wanted was a mountain outside my door, A piece of paper and a pen. All that I wanted was a mountain outside my door, Well maybe I’ll be happy then. And maybe I will paint a picture sometimes, Maybe I will paint a picture, yeah. Maybe I will paint a picture sometimes Maybe I will paint a picture. All that I wanted was a garden and some loneliness I finally got what I want. (2x) And maybe I will paint a picture sometimes, Maybe I will paint a picture, yeah. Maybe I will paint a picture sometimes Maybe I will paint a picture.
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the saints 02:06
Saint Matthew (Caws) taught me not to love Until I loved myself enough. And I know that I don’t yet, So I’m jumping on a jet That’s heading in a new direction I’m working on some self-reflection Til I can look in the mirror again And call myself a friend. Saint Joshua pulled my heart right out of my chest with the help of Saint Garth took my into the summer and out of the woods a song so good that I feel understood. Out of the woods, and into the summer. Out of the woods, and into the summer. Out of the woods, and into the summer Out of the woods EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT.
7.
Miami Club Drive, that was the very last time I hadn’t any worries, was never in a hurry. The worst that it could be, is if I fell and scraped my knee Or had a slow day at the lemonade stand Only made a few pennies. Let me take you for a ride Miami, Miami, Miami, Miami Club My childhood home, that was the very time I didn’t know that blue was the color of sadness. For me it was the sky while I tried to ride my bike But I’d surely fall and scrape my knee And mother would clean it up for me. Let me take you for a ride Miami, Miami, Miami, Miami Club (dorky storytelling) Let me take you for a ride Miami, Miami, Miami, Miami Club
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With every step I take I wonder if it was the wrong one With every day that passes, its like damn was that a long one I got stronger, then I lost it I got stronger, then I lost it again With every word I say I wonder if it was the wrong one With every breath I take, its like damn was that a long one I got stronger, then I lost it I got stronger, then I lost it Save me, I need it Someone shake me I need it This is how it ends, I've seen it Save me I need it I've got a favorite bend in the road Where the trees give way to the glow of the sun Some days that's where I want to go Some days that's where I want to go Save me, I need it Someone shake me I need it This is how it ends, I've seen it Save me I need it With every step I take I wonder if it was the wrong one With every day that passes, its like damn was that a long one I got stronger, then I lost it I got stronger I got stronger I got stronger I got stronger
9.
milk glasses 03:50
You can tell me the full name of any flower How I can make it a meal. You make me the best cup of tea Oh, the things you do to settle me. You can tell me the full name of any flower How it can help me to heal. You bring my feet back to the ground When I forget it matters how I feel. You gave me your milk glasses for my birthday That I’d only mentioned once. You hear the smallest things I say Check in like a good friend to make sure I’m okay. The ground is covered in wildflowers From seeds I bought from you. They turn my sadness back around Someday I’ll know all their full names too. I know I’m grown up, but I wanna be like you when I grow up some more I know I’m grown up, but I wanna be like you when I grow up some more Wanna know what I can use that flower for.
10.
I got a haircut to see, if I could find the old me Somewhere in there but no luck. I’ve been old my whole life, but now it shows in my eyes And I’m too lazy for makeup. This is the song that everyone writes, when you’re goin’ on 25. Don’t know what you’re meant to prove What in the world would this world want to do with you? What in the world would this world want to do with you? It takes all that I have, to awake from my death Every sunrise and I’m sorry. One more haircut to see if I feel anything Shake up inside, still nothing. This is the song that everyone writes, when you’re goin’ on 25. Don’t know what you’re meant to prove What in the world would this world want to do with you? What in the world would this world want to do with you? Can I go back awhile? Can I go back awhile? When the simplest things made me smile.. Can I go back awhile? Mary Poppins in the morning, lemonade for breakfast. Can I go back to enjoy it? Mary Poppins in the morning.. In the morning In the morning
11.
Where did the time go Won't you tell me a joke Write down your recipes That never turn out right for me I remember the farm house The lawnmower rides Our own newspaper stories Cut out and glued With Magic Marker headlines Walks in the woods Point out where the horses are buried Walk through the halls To see you both through the years And the day you were married Where did the time go The days at the pond The fish at our feet You hand me an apple too big for my palm Jot down your best one-liners And I'll pass them along To make people smile how you do I'll get better at stretching the truth I could spend hours and hours Just picking up sticks And listening to stories Or just to the wind I couldn't believe it when They said you weren't doing well Until you couldn't walk across the room And you reached out for help Where did the time go And where have I been It seems that just yesterday You were teaching me how to swim Holding my head above water Helping me figure things out Waiting at railroad crossings You play your cassette tape of train sounds Where did the time go
12.
I haven’t felt like dancing for years, I’ve got no time for romancing, I just feel like dancing. I haven’t felt like dancing for years, I’ve got no time for romancing, I just feel like dancing. But I don’t think I ever wanna love again (4x) When the sun rises, I feel like flying. Wear my red lipstick, I don’t wanna hide. If you were wondering, yeah I’m okay. In fact, I’m fucking great. But I don’t think I ever wanna love again. I haven’t felt like dancing for years, I’ve got no time for romancing, I just feel like dancing. (2x) Yeah, no more blending in the background. Yeah, no more bending backward, standing down. Yeah, just wanna let my body feel the sound. When there’s nobody around. Yeah, there’s something groovy about loneliness. Yeah, I think I’m figuring it out. Yeah, I have never felt more real than this. When there’s nobody around. But I don’t think I ever wanna love again… (repeat) I haven’t felt like dancing for years, I’ve got no time for romancing, I just feel like dancing. (2x)
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reach out 04:00
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This is a frame, I’m not complete. I’m building up I’m learning. This is a frame of what I’ll be. This isn’t me. I am a house that isn’t done I’m laying brick, I’m adding on. This is a frame of what I’ll be I’m learning.

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recorded, mixed, mastered by me, bailey. lovingly created in my little home, with the help of my animals - who make guest appearances in a few songs (aka, barking at a passing car in the middle of a take.)

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released December 31, 2021

all songs written by bailey williams

all instruments & vocals by bailey williams

recording, mixing & mastering by bailey williams

Featuring vocal harmonies by Mel & Jenny Williams on "The Saints", "Miami Club Drive", "I Just Feel Like Dancing" and "This is a Frame".

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Bailey Williams South Bend, Indiana

Bailey Williams can’t help but confess. Sharing little wisdoms and anecdotes throughout her music, listeners discover a whole new world that is as welcoming as it is endearing. A thread that runs through all of her music is an almost instinctual desire to continue growing as an individual just as much as her desire to blossom as an artist. ... more

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